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| Cultural Insurgency: Music/Consciousness/Activism, Fall 2002 |
| The Greatest Taboo: Homosexuality in Black Communities |
| Writing and the Textual Documentation of House |
| Diary of a Shelter Virgin Sept 01 |
| Remarks on Divas and Divaness 4 Oct 01 |
| Thoughts on the Terrorist Attacks 15 Sept 01 |
| Mark Farina and Derrick Carter 21 Jul 01 |
| 'Excursions' by Lars Behrenroth feat. Princess Tam Tam |
| Mass Media and Democracies Project with the International Women's University |
| 'Artistic Pretenders and Musical Provocateurs' |
| 'The Oppositional Lives of Black, Lesbian, Drag King Gladys Bentley' |
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fall 2002: on the air with 'cultural insurgency:
music/consciousness/activism princess tamtam's alter-ego le house militánt brought a new listening experience with 'cultural insurgency' from wbrc, brooklyn college radio, online and on television. given the state of current events around the world along with past organizing efforts with underground hip hop scenes in california and the midwest, princess tamtam aka le house militánt challenged the assumed depoliticized and colorblind facade of music, art and other forms of cultural creativity and work towards these expressivities consciously transformed into cultural organizing tools. cultural industry tactics, gendered and racialized selectiveness, cultural consumption and capitalization on and of so-called marginalized 'others', proactive cultural organizing and activism, and particular invisibilities, discrepancies and silences were vocalized and made known. this was not simply music and idle chatter. 'cultural insurgency' engaged listeners to rise up and act. 'cultural insurgency:
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'the greatest taboo:
homosexuality in black communities' wins award
BLACK BRITISH WRITER WINS TOP GAY AND LESBIAN BOOK AWARD
'Creations of
Fantasies/Constructions of Identities: "For many years I lived a personal hell. Like the great number of lost souls, I inhabited that half-shadow no-mans land which exists between the boundaries of the two sexes. Throughout the world there have been thousands of us furtive humans who have created for ourselves a fantasy as old as civilization itself: a fantasy which enables us, if only temporarily, to turn our back on the hard realism of life." -Gladys Bentley Gladys Bentley begins her autobiographical article entitled "I Am A Woman Again," with a harrowing Dante-esque account of an unspoken, but conspicuous, homosexuality written in a 1950 Ebony Magazine (92-98), a publication for upwardly-mobile African Americans Bentley emerged as a prominent and sensational lesbian, drag king/male impersonator and recording artist during the intense cultural and political period known as the Harlem Renaissance. Through the coercion and constraints of hard realism, or what I would term a form of western dominant hegemony that privileges white, heterosexual, male-centered experiences, Bentley continuously reconfigured and publicly changed her multiple identities. Born on August 12, 1907 in Philadelphia to a Trinidad born mother and an American born father, Gladys Bentley was the oldest of four siblings. As noted in her essay, Bentley transformed from an unwanted female child to the desired male-identified tomboy, from an in-between sexed lesbian to a female-sexed woman, and from a Black raunchy nightclub performer to ardent Black church-going wife. Indeed, Bentley lived a number of lives that were both resistant and complacent in a society that validated the normative operating structures of the church, family and marriage which in turn placed heterosexuality, whiteness, maleness, and middle and upper-class identities as the preferred signifiers in the categorization of others. This work situates the experiences and identities of Gladys Bentley as potential trajectories toward understanding the multiple subject identities of a Black lesbian woman which are similar in their construction, actualization, and subsequent pathologicalization and regulation in dominant western culture. An interrogation will be made regarding the constructions of race, gender, and sexuality as identities for Gladys Bentley and the ways in which she acted upon these realized identities by publicly asserting herself through Blues and drag performance. To end, we explore the fluctuation of Bentleys identities as a probable result of the pathology and regulation of lesbianism and Blackness. Entire article published In "The Greatest Taboo: Homosexuality in Black Communities" Delroy Constantine-Simms (Editor), Henry Louis Gates Jr. (Forward), Alyson Publications, January 2001. Winner of the Lambda Literary Award for Best Non Fiction Anthology, 2001
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Like a jealous lover, I roamed the streets of New York City at 4:00 a.m. in the morning. I was so close yet so far away. My frenzied search almost brought me to the brink of delirium. It made my head swirl with thoughts of being ravished by the insistent rhythms and constant thrusts of glorious house beats. As I continued to stumble blindly throughout Lower Manhattan, tears welled up in my tired red eyes. I demanded that questionable strangers tell me the whereabouts of Six Hubert Street: The Shelter at Club Vinyl. I knew the surroundings by day having worked in the area several years ago down on Varick Street and by visiting the other house party establishment, Body N Soul. But now, I was disoriented by the nighttime glow and grew weary in my lonely trek. There was no taxi cab in sight. I was lost and groped with the fact that I would never, ever experience the Shelter at Club Vinyl. A failure, I was shaking and I nearly burst into tears, ready to pound my fists on the dirty cold concrete. No. I could not give up. I knew I was close. I gradually collected my sanity and filled my lungs with the bittersweet city air. A stubborn persistence forced my feet to move and my eyes to dry. Now with a clear mind, I slowly recognized the familiar territory of the area. Silly. I simply did not go far enough. I came to the front of a gray building with a yellow door. There was no line, just two people getting some fresh air outside of what seemed to be the Shelters alternate entrance. But I wanted affirmation. Innocently, I asked if this was the Shelter and if it was still open. The earthy brother and sister at the door lovingly nodded yes, realizing that I didnt know any better for I was a Shelter virgin. I heard stories of this mystical house Mecca placed within the dominion of the Warehouse, Paradise Garage, the Loft, Music Box, Zanzibar and other sacred dance floors in the modern history of clubbing pilgrimages. Was it all true? I struggled to control my trembling body, full nervous excitement, as I entered the dark walkway and tiptoed up to the pay booth. I emptied the last of my small purse change and handed over the $17 (!) entrance fee. Just enough left to catch the train back to Penn station. As I entered the Shelters space, my amateur eyes narrowed in on the dance floor. Yes, I had finally discovered a glorious sea of black and brown bodies swaying effortlessly to his majesty, DJ Timmy Regisford. Indeed, house music was my first lover and these were my dancing voyeurs. Empty plastic water bottles were scattered to the sides of the clean wooden floors, made worn by dancing feet over the years. Huge warehouse factory fans were strategically placed to cool the sweating bodies with damp locks, sweated out afros, and soaked head wraps. The surroundings spoke of a bold nakedness as time drew near to the eventual close of the Shelter at Club Vinyl. From my limited and distanced knowledge, this space was an underground dance Mecca beloved by many. Surprisingly large for a deep house venue, the Shelter at Club Vinyl was said to hold up to five hundred people but is rumored to be replaced with a trendy trance night to the dismay of deep house lovers who lived, loved, and danced in this home. Likewise, I was told that with these last nights of the Shelter, the floor was unusually crowded with former family returning to bid farewell to their dance motherland along with a tidbit more ivory bodies interspersed with the chocolate, mocha latte, and ebony dancers. The sacred domain of the Shelter disallowed smoking and alcohol. House seemed to be the only opiate of these dancing masses. Yes. The essence of each single body dripped of pure carnal sensuality. I was intoxicated by a fantasmic display of collective debauchery on the dancefloor. Dancers crying out loud. Others displayed tears mingled with sweat on their faces. Several orgasmically screamed with lyrical anguish. While some, despite being complete strangers, blissfully threw themselves against one another with utter abandon. Immediately, I was overcome by excitement as I rushed to the floor and abruptly forced myself between two dancing bodies who, in turn, ecstatically welcomed my company. In an attempt to be naughty, I donned a red wrap dress: simple enough to dance in yet stylish enough to entice. But soon my evening wear became too much as I practically ripped it off in the heat of a dancefloor moment. Then I remembered. I unknowingly came prepared as if I were a Shelter regular with a change of clothes in my large bag: an old tee-shirt, baggy capris and a pair of black panties. I came to understand that meeting my friend at 5:00 a.m. was a normal time given that Regisford peaked the crowd after 7:00 a.m., the arrival of a crisp Sunday morning. However, I remained unsure if I would actually come across her in the packed club overflowing with bodies and heat. I perched myself on the podium to scan the dancing masses and blindly assisted another house sister in placing her duffel bag with a change of clothes onto the podium. Cautiously, both of us thought to actually look at each other. It was my friend! We miraculously found one another in the haze of the crowded dancefloor! Hugs were exchanged over our unheard squeals of excited dialogue. Overwhelmed by the music, we regulated our communication through dancing and movement for several endless hours. Our bodies melodically devoured recent house scorchers such as Blazes How Deep is Your Love and vocal anthems of the past few years. In addition to his emphasis on classics, Regisford unleashed a number of fresh records that delighted the masses. He fed us, the ravenous crowd, a musical concoction for our insatiable palettes. Timmy continually toyed and tweaked songs that maniacally tantalized the crowd who themselves acted as if a Sunday church congregation singing and violently catching the spirit. Others dreamily moved to the beat with closed mouths and eyes, while some boldly vocalized each worded syllable to one another and to Timmy. He testified with hands in the air as he performed with all powers vested unto him. A kitty kat of a girl on stage enacted her own brand of power moves complete with imaginative crotch grabbing and packed pistols simulations. A back flipping brother, small in bodily proportion, was a twirling top just released from a birthday package to the delight of the children of dance. An ebony ballerina dancer with a long, swirling skirt. An Asian sista primping to and fro in black high heels. An African fairy fluttered to every beat assorted by Regisford. An ivory child with long, brown hair and flower shaped bell-bottoms skipped around as if a funktified prairie girl. Mocha gay pimp boys with sunglasses, jewelry, and studded belts playfully propositioned a prized soul sista with a generous afro and painted on pants. Then a big brotha, like a male griot, broke out his secret concoction: Baby powder. Industrial size. He wisely squirted the white fragrant sand before us and soon, drops of slick, wet sweat from the dancers' bodies stained this rush of pearly whiteness scattered upon the dance floor. Around 8:00 a.m., the lights rose while the dance floor swayed and the music continued. No. This was not the end of the dance. The lights remained on for the next hour or so. To my wide-eyed astonishment, every body, every soul, and every movement was for glorious voyeurship. Initially apprehensive and self-conscious, it was like making love for the first time in the morning glow. But the nervousness of the light disappeared as we unabashedly ogled one another dancing into the early dawn. Each part of our bodies were on display. It was a nude awakening in discovering the beauty of sweat, of tear-stained cheeks, of faces drawn up in painful ecstasy, of hearty breasts and undulating hips, flailing arms and sweaty groins, of half-clothed bodies, of hot skin beaded with sweat, of odorous healthy funk. In a dancing orgy, we were musically held captive, tied and bound to the dance floor the heavy heat .the pounding vibration the sweet smell of sweat gyrating bodies... everywhere Yes. These were the last days of the Shelter at Club Vinyl and this sense of urgency compelled us to achieve a capitulating and orgasmic catharsis until we were exhausted with happiness and drunk with the music that ruptured our souls Following this collective release on the dance floor and Regisfords subsequent answer to the cries of the dancers wanton encore, the music sadly ended. The silence was replaced by moans of both happiness and sorrow. In the afterglow of the Shelter, some dancers spread themselves out on the worn, wooden floors to stretch like yawning kittens spoiled by a plethora of good love and good music. Afterwards, as if victorious soccer players, they charged to the bathroom with duffel bags and energy bars in tow to change out of sweat-drenched clothes. I, for one, met a number of house heads from cyberspace and was overjoyed to put faces with names. Shamelessly, we clasped each others damp, cooling bodies in an embrace. To connect at this moment of sweaty, raw nakedness was simply beautiful. Nothing else mattered. I realized that I experienced what I have been searching for. I did it. I endured the demands placed before me on this musical rite of passage from dusk to dawn. As I exited the club, the bright sun caught my squinting eyes. But somehow I was not tired. Because house music was my lover, I could have danced forever in the space and the aura of the Shelter at Club Vinyl. xoxo, princess tamtam Note: Thinking now, it is almost like it was a sacred musical sign that told me to go to the Shelter that weekend and not wait to return two weeks later for the official closing party on September 15. I was finally forced to remember and document a time before September 11, the day terrorism struck New York City and American soil. A time of happiness and pleasure and musical dancing bliss at the Shelter in NYC.
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Writing and the Textual Documentation of House There are numerous books on hip-hop, house musics close and more popular cousin that are frequently cited throughout discourses on popular music and culture. However, there is a trickle of full-length books on contemporary electronic dance music. Kai Fikentscher's You Better Work!: Music, Dance, and Marginality in Underground Dance Clubs of New York City (University Press of New England, 2000) and Hillegonda C. Rietveld's This Is Our House: House Music, Cultural Spaces and Technologies (Aldershot: Ashgate, 1998) are two notable books from European authors involved in house music scenes of the United States. Aside from these works, other texts on electronic dance music posit an emphasis on the DJ as the record playing cultural hero in the house and techno music scenes of the United Kingdom and America. The DJ holds a crucial role in house and other electronic dance musics. However, the African American female performer, commonly known as a house diva, is another seminal, though complex, figure in house music scenes in the United States and abroad. How does Princess TamTam's identity as a Black woman inform the focus of Diva Delight? Does it even matter? These inquiries entertain some dilemmas in ethnographic studies and methodological approaches to cultural texts and practices. At the same time, these questions work to challenge so-called objectivist studies within traditional academic discourses. The processes of writing and on-line internet meanderings are important ways to help ensure the preservation of house music and club culture since house is centered around a music text whose main form of consumption is audibly had on the dancefloor versus the more accessible media expressions of video and mainstream commercial radio readily afforded to mainstream hip hop, contemporary r and b, and modern rock. Diva Delight's written interest in house music aligns itself to previous works on popular culture, ethnicity, sexuality, and gender and utilize house music and house divas as crucial lenses to explore the convergence of race, gender, class and sexuality in cultural practices. Writer and public intellectual bell hooks asserts that Black women must write themselves into history. Privileged knowledges of the West are disseminated in the form of written texts. Hence, it is the priority of Diva Delight to textually archive the subjugated knowledges of orature, or oral cultures centering around music and storytelling prevalent in house music and club culture. Likewise, the entrance of feminist and other critical theories challenge the severe borders between participant and observer by deconstructing notions of an objective science in the study of cultures. In the words of feminist ethnomusicologist Lila Abu-Lugod, " we are always part of what we study and we always stand in definite relationship to it." Concurrently, researchers and writers who closely identify with particular communities may produce similar, conflicting and/or unexpected findings. These perspectives influence Diva Delight's documentation of house music and house divas within the context of lived experiences and identities.
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4 oct 2001 i think that the aura of discrepancies, difference and the glorified 'mistakes' of some female celebrities make them prone to easy replication and personating that enables them to actively become part of the milieu of some gay cultures. in a sense, they become elevated beyond femaleness to the divine nature of divahood. her faults are her best attributes, like the marks of a saint. like some gay folks, she stands out and because of this she had an affiliation and comparative relationship to some children in the life. think: barbara's steisand's nose, cher's plastic surgery, diana ross's hair, dolly's titties, patti serving greens to her audience and even brittany 'madonna in training wannabe' spears. although i faint at the idea of everyone and they mama's daddy trying to reap the attitudinal benefits of divaness, i have a feeling no one can stop the tide of particular subjectivities defining themselves or others as divas. like so many cultural forms and definitions of 'unconventional' communities (read: hip hop, grunge, yiddish), the aura of the diva within the realm of opera, gayness and 'opera fags' has been appropriated, and stifled I might add, by mainstream mass culture to mean just about anything with a woman attached to it. i think divaness can transcend gender and sexuality, and at times, talent. (again, some may argue that talent is all subjective to particular audiences). also, if one were to reserve this term strictly for women then i would say that the diva is an outcast or a deviant because she is able to make humans feel and act a certain way. no other person, man or woman, has the ability to do this. one can say that the historical construction of divaness and the designation of one as a diva is a way to naming and defining something that cannot be held within the grasps of a patriarchal and normative heterosexual society. it is something that cannot be easily explained away. hence, these divas must be otherworldly and beyond the material body and limited conscious and subconscious grasp of humans. the term diva (italian for goddess) is spirit-laden and reaches beyond corporeal humans. true, the popularization of this term was in musical environments like opera back in the day. divas and their actions inform the essence of music as a passionate form of communication, the only way to describe the feeling one gets when it comes to ones senses is something beyond human vocabulary, written text, or bodily expressions. the vocalized carrier of these sounds have the unyielding ability and awesome power of bestowing this rhythmic communication to earth beings. another thing: although there are contestations over what a real diva is, that in itself lends to the notions of what is artificial, fake, and authentic. because this diva entity is otherworldly and something full of mystique, one can even make the analogy to if a popular higher power associated with the religions of christians, muslims, jews are real or just fake, false prophets. in other words, to me, there would be no divas if there was no human to believe that they needed them, that they wanted these divas to make them feel whole, that they utilized these divas to make them feel a part or apart of something, that these divas actions were used to help them communicate to other things and events in their lived experiences. well, that might have not been the best of analogies but you might feel where I am coming from. okay, i might be going off on a limb but i just get worked up over this! there are just my thoughts and opinions. and so i ramble...
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15 sept 2001 love,
princess tamtam
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21 jul 2001
love, princess tamtam
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